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Post by Cai Harkness-Jones on Dec 5, 2009 19:01:58 GMT
_______________________________________________ Cai smiled back at him, glad that Dorian said he would give him attention. He hadn’t ever been left alone as a child. If he did, he started to get upset and fell quiet, making his parents worry so much that they had to pay attention to him again. Cai thrived on attention. Some called him an attention seeker, but he was more of an attention absorber than anything else. He was very like Jack in that sense. Jack constantly needed attention from Ianto and if he didn’t get to see him, he fell into a mood and tended to get angry at everything ranging from his team to the kids themselves. Cai had never been at the end of this anger, luckily, but Nikki had a few times and had told him that it was a scary experience.
“Yeah, two dads. No mother. I was genetically made. Test tube baby, as such. Not that I mind. I’m half Harkness and half Jones still. I don’t need a mother. I’ve never needed a mother. I’ve never known a mother, in fact,” Cai explained, shrugging his shoulders slightly and tilting his head at Dorian. “What’s it like then? Having a mother? Can’t be much different.” Cai nodded and was taken by surprise at Dorian kissed him, ending up backed against the wall. He wrapped his arms around Dorian’s neck and kissed him back, once he figured out what was going on. “Telling you definitely could have waited,” Cai murmured softly, kissing him again and holding him there till he broke away to speak again.
“I don’t buy bargains, Dorian. Don’t judge a book by it’s cover,” Cai replied, raising an eyebrow at him. “I’m not as poor as I look. Did you not see our SUV?” He rolled his eyes. “You do need brains, Dorian, and you do have them.” Cai let go of Dorian, brushing his clothes down again. “When I get that invitation, then, and only then, will I attend your Dandelion Club meeting.”
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Post by Dorian Gaudain on Dec 5, 2009 19:03:56 GMT
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Dorian wondered how his life would have been different if he had been like Cai and needed so much attention. He knew Cai wasn’t an attention seeker and actually needed it otherwise he would probably get moody or upset or something like that. Dorian hadn’t had much attention at all as a child as his family was always so busy so he had to amuse himself anyway possible. He didn’t make friends to a much later age but if he had been like Cai and had got upset would his father have actually spent time with him and would that have meant that they would now get along? You never knew though and there was no reason for Dorian to worry about it because he could never change his life and he was quite content with it at the moment. He had everything he would ever want and need.
A test tube baby. That sounded quite cool to Dorian, something very unique to have. Dorian wondered how that was possible but felt a bit awkward to ask Cai about it. It was like asking a parent how a baby was made. Dorian decided that he would probably find out more about it gradually. “Having a mother is…” Dorian pondered. “I’ve never known life without my mother so I couldn’t really answer that question. She just cares about me and umm does motherly things.” Dorian said, laughing nervously, realising he sounded like a total idiot. “It’s really hard to explain.” He said, smiling at him. “Maybe when you meet my mother you will understand.” Dorian kissed him passionately, pulling him as close to him as possible.
“I’m sorry!” He exclaimed, smiling sweetly at him, a smile which Cai wouldn’t be able to help but forgive. “No I didn’t see your SUV. I tend to get to school earlier so I can get a secure parking space for my car as it is quite expensive and I worry about it. It’s silver and…perfect.” Dorian said, smiling. “Oh so you want an invitation. That is so much effort!” He exclaimed, laughing slightly. “But I will do one for you! Of course I will” He said, smiling at him.
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Post by Cai Harkness-Jones on Dec 5, 2009 19:05:37 GMT
_______________________________________________ Cai’s personal preference over children was confusing at the best of times. He had younger siblings, so he had nothing against children. In fact, maybe one day, he would have children of his own. He just wasn’t sure whether he really wanted a child to look after. He wasn’t even sure whether he even wanted to have a child with his DNA in it. Sure, carrying on his family name would be great, but Sam would be able to do that when he was older. Cai gave Dorian a smile as he promised not to tell his secret. “I know I can rely on you Dorian. I’d give my life to you if I could. I would trust you with anything. I’m a great judge of character. But you cross me, you suffer a lot. Understand?” Cai asked, holding his face to look at him. “I don’t get crossed.” He let go, letting the seriousness fall from his face.
“I love your car! It’s amazing! I’ve always wanted one. Not that I would ever drive it. I’d be too petrified of crashing it or getting a scratch on it or denting it… Still, it would be nice to have it outside to look at every morning.” He grinned at Dorian. “Backseats are always fun. I know from experience. Much experience.” Cai shook his head. “I couldn’t learn to drive. Too much effort. Plus, it’s hard to feel someone up if you’re driving. It makes more sense if I’m your passenger.” Cai winked at him, wrapping a scarf around his neck.
“I think I should be in because I tried to bed you, Dorian. Because you were this close from being mine,” Cai pointed out, running his fingers down Dorian’s cheek gently, before pulling them away. “I know I am perfect.” Cai turned Dorian around and kissed him back, holding his waist and pressing him up against the wall. “It better be with me shortly.”
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Post by Dorian Gaudain on Dec 11, 2009 15:48:07 GMT
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Dorian stopped for a moment to consider what he was doing. Even though Dorian was seen as being very popular he only really truly had one good friend in his life. One person that he could depend on and trust and that was Jonty. He hadn’t known Jonty that well before he came here but now they were as close as ever. However, their relationship was more like brotherly then anything else. He could depend on Jonty to go out with and have a bit of fun with but he wouldn’t talk about really deeply personal issues and he would never ever get as close as he had done to Cai. It would feel like he was kissing his brother which was really wrong. The more he looked at Cai the more he wanted him and yet he thought that they shouldn’t go out yet. Sort of have a friend with privileges relationship. Due to his lack of attention and friends when he was growing up Dorian found it quite hard to make friends and keep them because he had never really been taught how to do it. Obviously he had tried to teach himself over time but he wasn’t a profession at it. He secretly found it quite hard and normally got embarrassed. That’s why he acted cocky around people to come across as confident. He could see himself being with Cai for a while and just having fun. He felt so relaxed around him, something which he hadn’t felt without the aid of a cigarette in ages.
As he listened carefully Dorian thought hard about what Cai was saying to him and all he could think was that if Dorian was to end up being with Cai then they could always have children. Dorian had always wanted children since he had seen very small. He didn’t want to be anything like his father but the times in which he spent with his brothers and sisters he loved. Although it was very rare that he got to help them with things like baths, when he did he thoroughly enjoyed it and coming from such a big family meant that he wanted a big family of his own. “It sounds amazing!” Dorian exclaimed, smiling at him brightly as he finished. He had to keep it secret. Dorian couldn’t really remember the last time he kept a secret but he wouldn’t let Cai down. “I will not tell another living soul!” He exclaimed, grinning to himself. It was obviously a big secret in his family and Dorian felt so happy that Cai had shared it with him. It showed he trusted him.
Motherly things? How could Dorian explain it. He bit his lip hard, trying to think of how to explain what a mother was. It was perhaps the hardest question in which he had been asked. Even harder then some of the tests he took at A-Level. “I’m not too sure how to explain it. I didn’t really have a mother myself. She was always a bit too busy for me.” He explained sadly. He knew his mother had done her best to try and look after him and be there while he grew up but she had always been a bit too busy for him and so he had to do his own stuff for him. He wished he had had a family like Cai had. It sounded so nice. Have someone to care for you and tuck you in at night. That was what had been missing in Dorian’s life as he was growing up. Yes he had been spoilt with everything that a little boy could have ever wanted but no money could buy a mother’s love. “Your very lucky then to have your Dad to act as a mum.” Dorian said, a smile on his face.
His silver Audi TT had impressed Cai. “Oh so did you like it? You can have plenty of rides in it and we could sometimes sit in the backseats because….I never get the chance.” He teased as smirk on his face. “I could always teach you to drive. I don’t mind and I could buy you a cheapish car so it doesn’t matter if you crash it at all!” He exclaimed, smiling at him. “Come on you must want to learn how to drive. I would hate not knowing. Makes me feel so trapped and confined to one place.” He explained, watching Cai’s reaction.
An official invitation. He liked how Cai acted, much like himself. “Your not in because you tried to bed me!” He exclaimed and shook his head. “Your in because you meet all of the requirements and you are perfect.” He said, kissing him back passionately, enjoying it too much. “One will be with you shortly.” He explained.
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Post by Cai Harkness-Jones on Dec 11, 2009 16:56:59 GMT
_______________________________________________ Cai’s personal preference over children was confusing at the best of times. He had younger siblings, so he had nothing against children. In fact, maybe one day, he would have children of his own. He just wasn’t sure whether he really wanted a child to look after. He wasn’t even sure whether he even wanted to have a child with his DNA in it. Sure, carrying on his family name would be great, but Sam would be able to do that when he was older. Cai gave Dorian a smile as he promised not to tell his secret. “I know I can rely on you Dorian. I’d give my life to you if I could. I would trust you with anything. I’m a great judge of character. But you cross me, you suffer a lot. Understand?” Cai asked, holding his face to look at him. “I don’t get crossed.” He let go, letting the seriousness fall from his face.
“I love your car! It’s amazing! I’ve always wanted one. Not that I would ever drive it. I’d be too petrified of crashing it or getting a scratch on it or denting it… Still, it would be nice to have it outside to look at every morning.” He grinned at Dorian. “Backseats are always fun. I know from experience. Much experience.” Cai shook his head. “I couldn’t learn to drive. Too much effort. Plus, it’s hard to feel someone up if you’re driving. It makes more sense if I’m your passenger.” Cai winked at him, wrapping a scarf around his neck.
“I think I should be in because I tried to bed you, Dorian. Because you were this close from being mine,” Cai pointed out, running his fingers down Dorian’s cheek gently, before pulling them away. “I know I am perfect.” Cai turned Dorian around and kissed him back, holding his waist and pressing him up against the wall. “It better be with me shortly.”
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Post by Dorian Gaudain on Dec 11, 2009 20:36:47 GMT
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Dorian frowned slightly as he saw Cai’s face turn serious for the first time ever. Cai had been so jokey and fun that Dorian could have never imagined Cai looking so serious. He knew that he shouldn’t mess with Cai and anyway he wouldn’t ever dream of it. Although Cai looked an acted like a fun and loving guy Dorian could easily see how he could change. You defiantly wouldn’t want to get on the wrong side of Cai. Dorian was a bit like that though. If you were friends with him then it was very beneficial but if Dorian hated you then he defiantly made sure that your life was a living hell. If Dorian disliked someone that meant that the whole of the Dandelion Club hated that person and gang up on them. Some people may say that was unfair but that was the way that it worked at this school and so you had to deal with it.
“The back seat does sound like a good idea. I have absolutely no experience of that so I wouldn’t know.” Dorian said, smirking as he looked at him. “You can look at it any time you would like Cai and if you would like a ride in it then I would be more then happy to do that for you. In fact I would like to do that regularly and do stuff!” Dorian exclaimed, feeling quite excited. He never really got the chance to go out. No one actually wanted to go anywhere interesting and even if Cai and Dorian went somewhere quite boring Dorian knew that Cai would make it more interesting then it really was. “Ok well you don’t need to drive because you have me now!” He exclaimed, a grin plastered on his face.
“No that’s not the reason you are in…” He said slowly, frowning slightly. “Could you not tell anyone in the group please?” He asked, smiling weakly at him. “Not yet at least.” He said, hoping it wouldn’t upset Cai in anyway. “It could be our little secret?” He suggested. Dorian shivered as Cai’s fingers ran down his face and held onto him tightly as he kissed him. He felt himself being pressed against the wall and opened his eyes. “I’ll have it to you within the hour.”
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Post by Cai Harkness-Jones on Dec 11, 2009 21:13:00 GMT
_______________________________________________ “Really? No experience of a back seat? Where have you been living, Dorian? Everyone has had a sneaky fumble in the back seat of a car with someone. You must have done it at least once!” Cai exclaimed, shaking his head in disbelief. “I would love to look at it anytime I want. Trust me on that. Your car is just…it’s just like you. Hot, sexy and hopefully a good ride.” He grinned excitedly, wallowing in the idea of being in that car, not to mention being in the backseat with someone. Even more exciting was the idea that the someone would be with Dorian. “We should go out on trips sometimes. To a beach or a forest or…anywhere at all. Just somewhere when it’s just the two of us. Ok?”
Cai raised an eyebrow at him. He was so obviously straight that he didn’t want anyone to know about Cai and him at all. This was certainly not new to him. He had many times been with someone who wanted no one at all to known. Even the boyfriend/girlfriend. Some of them were still with their other halves when he had bedded them. Not that he minded in the slightest. He was more of a free spirit. Attachments hadn’t really been something he was fond of, other than the bonds he had with his family which were very strong.
“Our little secret, huh?” Cai repeated, running his fingers through Dorian’s hair and down his jaw line to Dorian’s mouth. He gently traced them with his finger, watching Dorian’s eyes as he did this. He felt Dorian’s hands on his jumper as he held onto him tightly. He smiled to himself, kissing him again and keeping him pressed firmly against the wall, taking Dorian’s control from him again. “I better have it within the hour. Else there will be trouble.” He paused. “Sir."
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